It a brain disease.It bad, it wrong but it reality.It is so hard.
It something that i have to face every day.The more i resist, the harder it become.
Every time i try to replace it will something else, it work but it create new addiction.It can be anything. Even something you won't expected. It can be movie, sleep, coffee, teh tarik, sweet, cake, game....until to big matter like smoking, drug, sex or even pain killer. Each addiction is different from i and another. Whatever it is, we only realize we it getting worst and we don't know how to stop it anymore. There always excuse to this addict. It easy to say. It hard when it happen to yourself. It getting harder when you are afraid to tell anything because it humiliating.
About me...
1. I can sleep more than 12 hours a day.
2. I can watch movie more than 1 season in one night non stop.
3. .................
4. I like my addiction so much. I don't think i want to stop it.
5. It feel wrong and i always feel guilty.
6. All my addiction driving me crazy, i have to hold myself from doing it every second in my life.
i just wish i don have it...don even know bout it....n don have to suffer now....huhuhu
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